That money only gets you to cuckold world? You started out as a geek, which doesn’t necessarily mean anything at a certain tender age. I mean look at Gates. Plenty of beta personality type guys grow up and get all the fabulous women. A few good ones did come your way, but all you got to do was wine and dine them. Any man with a bit of extra cash can do that.Oh, you didn’t think you were special, did you?
Unless you get an escort, no primo pussy for you! Don’t worry, you will get to lick it clean plenty of times. It was only a matter of time before you realized your true place in the scheme of things. It is perfectly clear now, give her everything she wants. If you cannot do that she will get it somewhere else. Ignore all the lovers she has since you will never compete in that area. I want to know when you realized you would be the cuckold?
I realized this when I came out about my dressing up in women’s clothes/bras/panties/makeup and lipstick. My friend took pictures of me with her phone-has me using same facial lotions and creams she uses along with perfumes mixed with lotions on my cheeks as well picking out dresses/blouses for me. She’s married but told me not to worry about her husband or care what others think. Also said this is who I am and become accepting this.
It is best to accept that you’re a sissy.